Bitterness

God, why is it so hard to let go? Why do I allow little things to grow into huge mountains? Is it so hard to forgive tiny transgressions when God has to forgive my garbage all the time? Do we really think we deserve forgiveness more than others. Sometimes Im so pissed at myself for not having the heart of Christ when I know how much others and the Lord have forgiven me. We are supposed to esteem others as better than us, yet we find a way to knock each other down constantly. I pray right now for a changed heart and a new mindset...Lord help us all love and forgive one another in Jesus name.

Why waste your breath?

I'm getting so sick of people bragging about religion...It's not cause I don't believe and because I'm a bitter person, but why don't more people live about God instead of talking about God? What good does it do to read your bible and be an asshole? What good does it do to waste your breath on those who aren't listening, the bible says don't throw your pearls of wisdom to pigs...If you are living a Godly life you don't need to say anything...remind anyone to live like you ...brag about what your doing for God. God says if you brag about yourself on earth that is your reward but if you keep your good deeds to yourself your rewards are many in heaven. Why do so many Christians feel they aren't religious enough if they aren't constantly talking about Jesus to a point it annoys everyone? Ever heard the term don't be so heavenly minded your no earthly good? Basically how are you going to reach real people here and now if you are not even relate-able....you've elevated yourself by puffed up talk that you are on a holy-er level than everyone. Why is this? Are we so insecure in who we are or have we made up our minds we are not a witness to Christ in our daily living. I do not by any means discount those who feel lead by the spirit to speak truth life or encouragement to others but why should your every word be "bless this" and "amen that" ? Is there a new super religion where we've lost our own humanity? If Jesus has touched your life so deeply than truly words will never be enough you will be a living epistle... "i know hard word google it" ...it means living story...not living narrator. Pray tonight ask God to take over and be an example through your actions not your religious word, it'll change your life.